Saturday, December 19, 2009

Nature's Glory






My version of what nature may look like decades after 2012, d movie. A wilder looking place, no doubt, but maybe this is what its meant to be.

The building is part of the White House, miraculously standing though in ruins. You don't want to know what had happened to Mr President. The global tectonic shifts have caused clusters of bio-migration from one country to another, in search of energy and food. The whole of Washington DC was wiped out on the night of tsunami major.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Disney Christmas Magic




A little Disney magic's always good for the heart...
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!
Another in my 'Dreams' series
100% painted
Model and Disney Castle are referenced.
Thanks 4 watching ^^

Friday, November 27, 2009

Dreams 2



Another painting for 'Dreams' series

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Dreams



This is a digital painting entry for an international contest.
Below is the comment I made as interpretation of my work:

I see 'dreams' as floating islands, somewhere in between reality and heaven. 'Dreams' helps to soften the impact of life. It could be a place, or it could be a person.
It is created out of spontaneity whenever inspiration comes. It calls me out of myself. Though it is imperfect, it holds everything in tension between stark reality and ideals of Love.
I would actually place it just a shade below the grand idea of Love but it's enough for me.
It is still indescribable, it still inspires strong emotions; it is larger than words, whether spoken or written, that try to contain it. In other words, it cannot be defined.
My dream will include being for people in this world not having to go hungry again. Children too would not need to suffer or die from malnutrition or diseases.
I could move my dream a few notches closer to ground zero or I could pull it all the way until it vanishes into heaven.
My 'dreams' is a place I'd rather be than heaven itself.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Tree of Life



A very old tree but providing a useful canopy shield to the undergrowth.

Here's a Darwin inspired video on The Greatest Show on Earth and how life began here. Enjoy!

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Rough Seas



I especially enjoyed painting d waves in this piece :-)

Lately, strong winds n rough seas have been hitting the region, causing boating n fishing on small boats to be really hazardous. It seems natural catastrophe has been making the news, including a series of strong earthquakes in Sumatera. Why is this happening all at the same time?

It is no small wonder that fish is scarce n expensive nowadays. Nobody wants to risk his life on turbulent ocean. I come from a family of fishermen (maternal side). Sometimes, even during such times, there's still a necessity to feed d family. My grandad used to go out fishing by himself, n the danger is that there will be no one to help him out if he fell off the boat. It didn't happen to him but it happened to my uncle - his body was later found a few days after the tragedy.

Monday, September 28, 2009

A distant dream



Painting is silent poetry, and poetry is painting that speaks Plutarch

Been some time since I've painted a seascape, just to loosen up a little from my other works.

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Monday, September 21, 2009

The Love Note






As the stars appeared in the midst of fairy dust, and sparkled like the eyes of his beloved, an elven prince sent his message thru his pixie fairy.

Models:
Lee Cheu Eil from Malaysia (Elven princess)
Used with her permission.
Amber G of mjranum-stock

Mostly painted

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Undressing of the Heart




She was deeply in love with him, but he got killed while trying to save a girl during the Great War. Devastated, she retreated into the Temple of Sirius Crest, at the foothills of the Himalayas, and was accepted into the nunnery. There, she found healing and solace. In turn, many victims of war and the sick also found healing in her gentle loving hands.
Then one day, she found his spirit in the temple compound! He appeared to her in human form only towards nightfall. Their love was rejuvenated! But, as all Heaven’s decrees have been sanctioned from eternity, he was finally spirited away.
His love was needed for a greater cause …..

Mountains sxc.hu #1026796
Temple sxc.hu #467488
Waterfall sxc.hu #917829
Waterlilies sxc.hu #309693
Fabric texture cgtextures.com
Image canvas texture sxc.hu #1051930

and finally, model is Filipino artist Jasmin OK, used with her permission.

Hair, eagle and spiral clouds are painted.

©2009 hiddenstream.blogspot.com

Thank you v much for watching.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

When H1N1 strikes

During this stressful pandemic times, it is understandable that people are getting alarmed and confused. There is also a sense of helplessness as we see the death toll continues to rise (71 dead in Malaysia as of today). And of course, it is human nature to apportion blame to certain quarters especially the Health Ministry and healthcare workers.

I, myself have not been spared the misfortune of blame, even by my regular patients. Not only that, 2 nights ago, a lady who claimed to be the wife of a 60 year old man, stormed into my consultation room demanding to know why I had given her husband, who is a known hypertensive and had high fever and URTI sypmtoms antiviral treatment without doing any test to confirm H1N1. I told her since we are now in pandemic, all influenza like illnesses will be presumed to be H1N1, and this is also the directive from the Health Ministry. Not happy with my explanation and not giving me a chance to clarify further, she continued to reprimand me and to my surprise, snatched the patient record card right in front of me. I was injured in my effort to prevent her from running away with the card (with the help of another accomplice) and this matter has now come under investigation by the police.

The clinic does stock up antiviral for H1N1 as with other clinics around the nation who had partipitated in the program. The cost of treatment has now come down to RM80 (previously it was RM180) for clinics which is in the list Just key in the area code in the box, and you will find the list of clinics in your locality.


The article below is another example of blame apportioned to a private doctor before further investigation.

Tuesday August 25, 2009
Results show teacher died from A(H1N1)
By MAZWIN NIK ANIS, IAN YEE, TheStar

PUTRAJAYA: The primary cause of death for the SMK USJ 12 teacher who died on Aug 19 was Influenza A(H1N1), said Health Minister Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai.

The 38-year-old only received the right treatment when she came to Kuala Lumpur Hospital six days after a private clinic tested her positive for the disease.

Liow said the teacher, who was in the high-risk group as she was obese, had sought treatment from a clinic on Aug 13 after suffering from fever and cough for two days.

Although she tested positive for Influenza A, the doctor only gave her symptomatic treatment and not anti-viral medication.

On Aug 18, she sought treatment at a private hospital after experiencing breathing difficulties and cyanosis and was referred to Kuala Lumpur Hospital where she was given anti-viral treatment immediately.

However, the woman died on Aug 19 due to pneumonia. The next day, results from the victim’s throat swab confirmed she had Influenza A(H1N1). The teacher’s death bring the total number of A(H1N1) fatalities to 69.

The following article quoting Dr Steven Chow, confirms my treatment stand that we should presume all influenza-like illnesses as H1N1, and the rapid test kit is not sensitive enough to detect the virus in many cases.


Sunday August 23, 2009
Doctors confused by many ministry guidelines
By LESTER KONG, TheStar

PETALING JAYA: Some private medical practitioners are confused by the Health Ministry’s guidelines on how to treat patients with influenza-like illnesses (ILI).

Federation of Private Medical Practitioners Associations Malaysia president Dr Steven Chow said the many guidelines that were issued were often conflicting.

For example, Dr Chow said general physicians (GPs) had been asked at one point to send all cases to the nearest hospital for testing; and when the hospitals could not cope, they were asked to send only selected cases.

He added when deaths were first reported, private doctors were blamed for late diagnosis and referrals to government hospitals.

“When dengue was not controlled, they were blamed and then the A(H1N1) came.

“This does not help the doctors on the ground. It is a nightmare for our GPs,” he said in an e-mail interview.

He added that private sector GPs also faced a shortage of anti-viral drugs to treat the virus.

“The main stockpile is with the Government and we are not aware of the type prescribed by the Minis-try.”

However, Dr Chow reminded that the A(H1N1) strain was resistant to existing antiviral drugs.

“Antiviral drugs are not the magic bullet for stopping or controlling this pandemic. There has been too much hype on the usefulness of these medications,” he said.

Dr Chow also pointed that rapid test kits, which increased the cost of care were not specific or sensitive enough for diagnostic use.

On Health Minister Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai’s directive to private healthcare providers to raise the level of suspicion on the virus, Dr Chow said the Federation had advised members to treat all ILI as A(H1N1).

He said the federation was ready to work with the Ministry to fight the virus and take pre-emptive measures to decrease future fatalities.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

H1N1 - An observation from ground zero

My first full length H1N1 journal.

For the past week or so, the patient load in most clinics has increased tremendously due to the dreaded flu. You may want to know how I go about managing my patients with suspected H1N1 when this country is having such an alarmingly higher than average morbidity and mortality rate compared to the rest of the world. The first thing I would ask myself is, if one of my own family members were to come down with it, how do I treat the illness?

The most important thing to do is to look for deteriorating signs and symptoms as per guideline that I have posted earlier link. Next, the doctor needs to screen for those high risk category groups namely the very young, the very old, pregnant women (more predisposed to respiratory distress and also due to the fact that you are dealing with 2 lives here), obesity, co-morbid chronic medical conditions which may range from diabetes, heart failure to cancer, immunosuppressed conditions, congenital heart disease, kidney failure etc, co-existing lung conditions in particular asthma, smokers' lung otherwise known as COAD, tuberculosis etc. The doctor must always have a high index of suspicion for worsening clinical state for these groups as they may deteriorate quite rapidly if not monitored closely. They are the ones who would benefit most from antiviral treatment, esp. if given within 48 hrs from the onset of any symptom (and not only fever), though it is still beneficial if given outside that period depending on individual clinical status.

There are 2 other new indications for antivirals, released by MOH which is quite controversial though the public have not realised it. One is high grade fever for more than 48 hrs (which is too general for an indication anyways), and the other being a positive rapid influenza diagnostic test (RIDT). If we think about it, we will know that many forms of viral high fever esp the still dreaded but a little sidelined dengue fever could last for more than 2 days for most of the cases. Dengue fever can actually mimic many forms of fever though the predominant symptom is that of a bone breaking pain which is also found in novel A (H1N1) patients to a certain extent together with high grade fever.

As for RIDT, it becomes less useful once the pandemic sets in as most flu cases would be H1N1 anyways. Further more, as I've blogged on it earlier link, the sensitivity rate is as noted by US CDC is quite low, thereby giving false sense of security for those with H1N1. Of course, there are now many marketing agencies selling RIDT kits telling us their sensitivity rate is almost 100%, but these have yet to be verified in scientific studies as in CDC. Furthermore, they are expensive. However, I won't be surprised if many clinics are already performing such tests in 'compliance' with patients' demands.

What's the reason for the high morbidity and mortality rate in our country? I'm sure this must be a burning question in the hearts of many responsible Malaysian citizen. Is there a co-infection with other respiratory viruses? Why do I feel sadness tinged with embarassment? Are we such an unhealthy nation on the whole because we consume too much nasi lemak and fried food, or is this is part of the globesity trend facing effluent societies? Before you start poking fun at your seemingly obese friends, I suggest you do a measurement of your own waistline because abdominal obesity is considered more dangerous to the heart, compared to generalised obesity. In other words, if you have a choice to become an apple or a pear, you would be better off as an apple.

The other question is, how efficient are the doctors in starting antiviral treatment early? I dont want to point a finger at the govt hospital staff because they have been heavily criticised already by the 'court of public opinion' and because these poor souls are already working beyond their limits. However, I need to point to the fact that many a horror story given by my GP colleagues lately when they referred very ill distressed suspected H1N1 patients, only to be turned away from getting that magical antiviral elixir.

Why do private doctors refer patients to hospitals though they could easily administer the antivirals themselves? (I do stock both forms of antivirals, oseltamivir and zanamivir, though I cannot promise they won't run dry) Well, here's the reality check for the top officials in MOH – for the simple reason that most cannot afford it, or they may be able to afford it for one person, but imagine if you have a few family members down and require the antivirals. (this can easily happen given the fact that H1N1 is a very infectious virus) The other reality check is we may be running low on original stock. When the govt says to give Tamiflu, do they actually mean those generic 'proudly-made-in-Malaysia-but-still-shockingly-expensive' ones because the original oseltamivir (Tamiflu) is definitely unavailable to order as far as I know unless you are getting those with extended expiry dates. I would like to know how stringent has any testing being done on the effectiveness of our own brand of antivirals in the past. What about the safety profile? How's the recovery rate of those in ICU treated with the generic compared to original?

So again what's the reason for the high mortality rate? If we join the dots carefully, we will arrive at the answer sooner or later. Of course, politicians will try to mix things up. Declare national curfew if the mortality rate touches 0.4%. Where do they based the figures from – what about unconfirmed lab cases? Have they factored in the millions of foreign workers, whether legal or illegal? If someone is found to have influenza-like illness and not wearing masks, they want to impose a RM10,000 fine.

Whether we like medical prophecy or not, it's predicted that we have to live an altered lifestyle for at least another year or so. Everyone is going to be affected one way or another. Ignorance is stupidity, and the first thing to do when you are down with flu, even if its a mild one, and even before you see a doctor, is to please practice social distancing, pay attention to hand hygiene and get a 3-ply face mask because you are definitely going to spread this around and cause more distress to a lot of people.

So, in conclusion, I wont give antiviral to my family member unless there is a clear indication. I hope every doctor with the power to prescribe wont just give it to any Tom, Dick and Harry if you really love humanity, and if you really are serious about stemming the tide of resistance which may happen sooner than you think. Don't let greed come in the way at this time when we should be working together.

An update on influenza A (H1N1) by Dr David Quek can be found here

Friday, August 14, 2009

Miracle of Love




Model Reference: Xi Zhang from Texas, USA. Used with her permission.

This is created out of spontaneity. It may look to be symbolic of the merging of self into Love. A transfiguration, a sort of creative force, a 'miracle' of love so to speak.
Yes, love is truly magical. But it is not easy for the beholders to interpret what the artist is trying to convey. Most of the time it is based on their own belief system and how they see the world.
For me, I do not now have any grand idea of what love should be. I do not see myself as only an artist but also an imperfect human being, and I seek only to communicate what I see. This is not part of my life story, but it can be anyone's story.
I see love as a shade lower than what most will interpret as flowing from the 'Creator of the Universe', and its flow as an extension of the soul. For me, love exists only between human beings, but nothing more than that. It cannot be measured, it cannot be weighed and it is certainly indescribable. Maybe you know better than me on this, I'm sure. But one thing I do know is there exists a strong but real chemistry between 2 persons, and that's all there is....but its good enough for me.
Its true that my thinking has evolved over the past 3 years, but people do need to change for the better.

Peace

The Unstoppable Flu

I'm a little skeptical about the use of Rapid Influenza Diagnostic Test (RIDT) for detecting novel influenza A (H1N1), despite it being strongly advocated by the Health Ministry, probably as one of their desperate measures to contain the unstoppable pandemic, apart from liberalising the use of antivirals which hopefully does not get out of hand.



The above table (click to enlarge), sourced from CDC Atlanta, USA showed the latest finding that among the three commercially available RIDT kit, the overall sensitivity was low (40%--69%) among all specimens tested and declined substantially as virus levels decreased. Only QuickVue did quite well with detection rate of 69%, compared to using the more accurate rRT-PCR which is only available in certain labs in this country, notably Institute of Medical Research (IMR) but then they only run them on very ill patients who are admitted for complications of influenza.
According to CDC, a negative RIDT result should NOT be interpreted as indicating the absence of infection, especially since the sensitivity declines as the viral levels decreases.
More updates to come.

Reference source: CDC Atlanta via Malaysian Medical Resources

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Contemplation



International model: Audrey Lai from San Francisco, USA
Photographer credit: Delmott Patrice from France - used with permission

My first painting on traditional Chinese costume.
100% painted - no paintover

Friday, July 31, 2009

Influenza-like illness: some important guidelines on self-assessing






Here are some important guidelines taken from a slide presentation by Dr Christopher Lee (no relation to Count Dracula!), a leading infectious disease specialist. It is important to know that this Influenza A (H1N1) pandemic will linger on for another 1 to 2 years with a global mortality rate of 0.4-0.6% (current statistic) in the most optimistic scenario.

The first slide Home Assessment Tool(HAT) is for you to observe, while the second slide Clinical Assessment Tool(CAT)is more for clinicians' reference of moderate to severe influenza-like illness (ILI).
The complete and comprehensive slideshow presentation can be viewed online

If possible please counter check with this excellent slideshow or have a consultation with a clinician as I feel there has been enuf misinformation regarding the role of primary care doctors in helping to prevent the spread of H1N1 in the mainstream newspapers.

Thank you for reading this.
I shall update whenever possible.
Images sourced from Malaysian Medical Resources

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Elven Enchantress



Model photo ref: Anna Grigorieva from Ukraine
Used with her permission.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Apple





Model reference: Calista Liew from Kota Kinabalu
Used with permission
©2009 hiddenstream.blogspot.com

Outline traced. 100% painted from blank digital canvas.
Painted using Wacom Intuos 4

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Friday, July 10, 2009

Up where we belong



Childhood fantasy stuff
100% digital painting from blank canvas.
FULL VIEW much appreciated

Inspired by the song of the same title

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Natural Bridge



I used the background from my previous work found here
Painted some waterfalls and played with lighting and shadows for an environmental study to achieve depth and distance.
Thank you 4 watching!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Deep hidden treasures




A mermaid begs for the guardian turtle to allow them a few more moments to luxuriate in their newfound discoveries...

FULL VIEW much appreciated.
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Saturday, June 20, 2009

A Lovely Smile



This is an image of one of my paediatric patients. When she falls sick, she hardly complains - she is indeed a brave little girl, always putting up a smile which shows how well she deals with her difficulties in life!

Apart from the English country home and butterflies, everything else is painted from scratch. Pavement is a texture from cgtextures.com

All my artworks are created using Wacom pen and tablet.
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

A Fragrant Bath




In this piece, I try to bring in as many colors as possible, but keeping them in relation to one another, and hoping that none of them is too intense or straining to the eyes....a sort of color crusade for me.

Painted from scratch, meaning no painting over a photo image. Model photo is that of my artist friend.
Feel free to comment :-)

Friday, May 29, 2009

Age of Disbelief




© 2009 hiddenstream.blogspot.com

She is the last of the legion of angels to survive in this age of disbelief, but she knows that her time is up. Soon she will be transformed into stone, like the others. She will have her freedom again but not after another thousand years when she will be released by the sheer miracle of prophetic words.

Thanks much for watching! In FULL VIEW, it may look better

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Applegate





Christina Applegate, breast cancer victim and survivor - voted World's Most Beautiful by People's Magazine recently

Painted from blank digital canvas using Wacom Graphire 2 pen and tablet. I've been using this same old tablet for the past 8 - 9 years, and it hasn't given me any issue. Problem is the hair didn't turn out well because it doesn't have pen pressure function, unlike Wacom Intuos series.
Overall I'm quite happy especially how the cool/warm colors turned out - no color filter used btw
Thank you for watching. FULL VIEW much appreciated ^^

Friday, May 15, 2009

Releasing the crystal ball



Apart from the model and hut, everything else is painted from scratch.

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

A Bleeding Heart




It was early morning. The night creatures were returning to their hiding places and the mist were starting to disappear. There were some rustling of large leaves and crackling of grass and undergrowth as a soft thump was heard. A jungle rodent was seen scurrying from one end of the clearing to another.
A wing had fallen off from a young timid angel as the first rays of morning light kissed her body. She was bleeding from the stump, and in pain, just as her heart was bleeding love. There was no one to wrap his arm around her, to feel safe with. It was way back, when Love was always there for her, but the memories were fading. With disbelief, came the disappearance of her fellowship of angels. Sometimes, she too had wondered if god really existed. The evidence grew stronger everyday – it was really part of human’s wish fulfillment. Everyone had been wishing for a ‘secret garden’ to feel complete with, if he or she so desired.
But it didn’t matter anymore. Her survival depended on the human will. If everyone could still work out their own ‘celestial destiny’, even if in their imagination, then she would one day be able to grow back her wing and soar above the clouds, and she would be able to air dance to the delight of her makers.


Story mine (c)

Painted from blank digital canvas.
Crap! I'm not good with wings, that's why I left out one. Hopefully, I'll be able to make better wings next time :-)

Song for inspiration: Flying without Wings by Westlife

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Those Wandering Thoughts




She loves to sleep under a bright blue sky but still she is afraid......that when she wakes up, everything that she dreamt of will be gone.

Painted from scratch (blank digital canvas) using Wacom stylus and tablet. Model is referenced
Thank you all for watching. In order to appreciate my work, full view is necessary ^^

Thursday, April 02, 2009

A Mother's Legacy





A long, long time ago, in the Valley of Hope, surrounded by tranquil forest and on this very spot where you're standing, a mother whispered her last parting words...

Just listen to your heart. A bit of tender love, a bit of Jurrasic Park (without the commercial XD), and a story that needs to be retold over and over again. This is my small contribution to a mother's undying love.

FULL VIEW may look better. Thank you for watching.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Reflections








Painted from blank digital canvas, using my reliable Wacom Graphire2 stylus and tablet, which I've been using for the past 8 years, and free GIMP painting software.

From top to bottom:
Sun-kissed River
Quiet Reflection
Phang Nga Bay, Thailand


In FULL VIEW, they look much better =D