Many years ago , a young Oxford student named CS Lewis, who was to become the author of forty books including the bestseller, Chronicles of Narnia, reluctantly purchased a novel by George MacDonald called Phantastes, a Faerie Romance at a secondhand bookshop while waiting for a train. A few hours later, he knew he was on his way out as a sound atheist towards a progressive belief in a monotheistic God. Lewis, the literary critic acknowledged his debt to the Scottish novelist, by saying that 'I had never concealed the fact that I regarded him as my master; indeed I fancy I have never written a book in which I did not quote from him" ,"Now Phantastes ... had about it a sort of cool, morning innocence ... What it actually did to me was to convert, even to baptise ... my imagination."
Monday, January 22, 2007
George MacDonald - Phantastes
Monday, January 15, 2007
A Song In The Morning
I love to write reviews about the lives and works of great figures of the past. Why do I keep doing it, even though I do not even qualify myself for this undertaking? I do not want to be seen as standing on my pedestal, judging the works of people who can no longer speak for themselves. Just think of me as clearing an old pathway for your enlightenment. I believe there is a deep need in all of us to make this world a better place. One of the ways to fulfill this objective is to look at the world from the shoulders of giants. All my philosophical musings are nothing new. I am only expounding ideas set forth many aeons ago by great men and women of the past.
As expected, heavy downpour has hit us again. Last night, my old clinic shoplot suffered a huge crack on the roof as water dripped down through the gaps like rainshower. We tried to contain the water. The filling of pails and containers sounded like an orchestra of broken music. A second wave of floods, particularly in Johor, has continued to grab the headlines in recent days. While there is mass evacuation, some people are refusing to leave their homes despite the rising water level. Since God's being is closely reflected in nature, how do we make sense of what is happening today? It is as if God has turned His face from us, leaving us to swim in His tears. I looked at the scenes of the flood and I pondered. As I pondered, I began to see a flicker of hope for those who have lost their properties, belongings and treasured items. That hope lies in the lifting up of the feeble head of the little girl as she wades through the subsiding deluge with her mother. That hope lies in the brief smile on the troubled countenance of the pakcik upon seeing children having fun on a boat. That hope lies in the lighting of a candle as whole townships suffer blackouts. Despite the waves of flood that will surely come again, we as a human race shall survive this ordeal.
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I would like to thank the folks at Malaysian Medical Resources for tagging me in one of their grand blogrounds. As you do your 'ward' rounds, I am glad you have not forgotten to look at things in a holistic manner.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
George MacDonald: At the back of the North Wind
When God closes a door, He always opens another one. Such is the spirit of faith shown by the great 19th century Scottish writer George MacDonald as he struggled to provide for the earthly needs of his young family that threatened to envelop them in the slums of poverty while he battled against his recurring attacks of bronchitis. Perhaps through cracks in the walls of his home through which the winter "wind blew like knives", did MacDonald get the original idea of writing a book which later turned out to be his most enduring bestseller, At the back of the North Wind (ABNW).
In those days, the chief form of entertainment and information came from lectures given by the learned, in which the intellectual climate can be said to be more sophisticated and discerning. Though a popular lecturer himself, he is not able to keep up with the demands of extensive traveling due to his health - suffering from exarcebations of asthma and probably chest infections which was prevalent in those days. At the age of 32, he had already lost his mother, two brothers and a stepsister at a time when the mortality rate in the Victorian age was high due to poor living and working conditions.
Monday, January 08, 2007
Monday, January 01, 2007
Chess, Art and a death on New Year's Eve
Happy New Year! Xin Nien Kuai Ler! I woke up feeling a little uneasy. The morning weather was fine, but my uncle passed away last night...to another world…just before the display of fireworks lighted up the sky. My wife and I headed straight for his house. I wanted to see his face for the last time. He was a victim of complications from diabetes. Whether it was his dizzy spells resulting in fall injuries, intractable pruritus in which he consulted numerous dermatologists as well as sinsehs, or multiple episodes of low sugar attacks which prompted me to make emergency house calls, his past few months is one slow train ride in suffering. Perhaps realising that he would never regain his health, I saw him slide towards major depression and later stupor. I've started him on antidepressants and reinitiated the treatment regime several times but there was no firm follow-through on the part of the family. However, his children, in the spirit of filial piety, has been 100% committed in getting him proper specialist attention and bringing him in and out of hospital.
So, the life of this 71 year old man is lost but the story lives on. I can only say that, more than mere words, the true biography may be revealed one day by the One who has the authority. This afternoon, I immersed myself in a world of 64 squares - I played chess on the internet, just to clear my mind, you see. Do you know that you can play chess even right now? You only need a dial-up connection - it does not take up much bandwidth. Until I joined the internet chess folks 2 years ago, I have not been shoving wood on the chessboard for more than 20 years since my schooldays. I was a former school champion but my recent play is really rusty. Furthermore, I have not updated myself in the openings which would normally take up a huge chunk of memory for the aspiring chess player. Training towards gaining an international master title is hard work. The Bobby Fischer wannabes practically eat and sleep chess everyday.
I am now a regular at Chessbase as well as a registered member of US based worldchessnetwork for a period. WCN is one of the most friendly chess network I’ve discovered. You get to play and train with many grandmasters and international masters. I had the privilege of playing blitz games against Gata Kamsky, the former World Championship candidate finalist in 1994, Larry Christiansen, US Chess Champion in 2002, and Irina Krush, former US Women champion. Larry is a great chesscafe talker and plays instructive games. Needless to say, I lost tamely to them. Occasionally, they made unorthodox opening moves which I wasn’t prepared for as well as piece sacrifices which on computer analysis later, I found to be unsound. They won because of better time control, experience and reputation. Here, I want to digress a little. WCN, incidentally, is co-sponsored by Dato’ Tan Chin Nam, the IGB Corp magnate. IGB Corp is the developer of Midvalley Megamall and Sierramas. He is also the entrepreneur who developed the country’s first condominium and initiated many low cost housing projects back in the 1970s. He also sponsored the annual week long Malaysian Chess Festival held at around Merdeka Day which attracted many foreign participants.
Recently in an autobiography called Never Say I Assume, on the Malaysian chess scene, he said chess has been rejuvenated, but not revolutionised. This businessman turned philantropist’s assessment of the current position is that developing top level chess players is a challenge because of the family and social structures in our country. Still a market economy, Malaysia is a sober nation sitting on the cusp betw Third World and developed nation status. Firm family structures produce obedient children. With no welfarism, parents are more intent on their children studying and later working hard to earn their daily bread.
How true! The relevant education bodies should promote chess in a scholastic manner as is done in US and Singapore. It is a game of logic and imagination which makes you responsible for every last move you make. For me, chess is similar to art, where one finds an expression, although playing the game is involving your opponent in an art of war! It is not a boxing game though. It is a game where you can make friends. But nowadays, on the internet, people are more concerned with winning, with or without computer assistance! Anyway, the personality and temperament of each player will determine how he or she looks at the game.
The artistic element in chess can be perceived in different ways - it is a subjective thing. Compare the difference between how a human and a chess program play chess. While a human being can produce fireworks on board with his creativity and imagination apart from logical thinking, the beauty of a super grandmaster level computer software like Deep Fritz, lies in its sheer calculation speed. When you find yourself in a strategically lost position playing against the program, even though materials on both sides are equal, you know you have been beaten by raw mathematical precision. It's like a python slowly but surely strangulating you to death!
Another reason why I say chess is art is from personal experience. When I am immersing myself in the game, concentrating and doing some analysis, I sometimes feel like I am transported to another world, much like doing a form of transcendental meditation. I feel like I am in another place, surrounded by nature. Lately, to confirm my suspicion that chess is an artform, Fritz programmers have unveiled another program, called Ludwig, that can actually compose music. Not only that, Ludwig can compose songs to suit your level of competency in the musical instrument of your choice! You can listen to some sample compositions here. Makes me want to take my old Yamaha flute out, give it a little shine and start playing again! If you ask me whether this program can compose Sesame Street like tunes, well maybe. What about Kenny G stuff? No way!